Voila!

Well, I'm starting to be able to see into the future. Not like far into the future, but like, days. It's a little weird and it's not allowing me to live in a moment and experience a feeling. [Time Passes] Voila! This needs to change. Within writing the first two sentences I went to my Stumble Upon account for inspiration and that's exactly what I found. I found a website that simply asks you questions. Among them were: How old would you be if you didn't know how old you are? Have you done anything lately worth remembering? Do you celebrate the things you do have? When it's all said and done will you have said more than you have done? Are you aware that someone has it worse than you do? etc.

What I was going to elaborate was the fact that I feel a little "emo" at the moment. I'm convinced that I PMS at the same time my girlfriend does. I suppose this is what you get when you live with someone you love... and yes, I believe in male PMS. Anyway, I knew this "emo" feeling would pass by tomorrow (fortune telling skills), so I figured "Hey, what the heck? How about I stop being all "O, woe is me!"" In time, I found that it was harder than it seemed, so I thought about writing a thought provoking blog.

Thanks to the beauty of Stumble Upon, I will still be writing a thought provoking blog, but now it will be based on thought provoking questions. Enough of this talking about I'm going to do or write...here goes. I came up with my own special question? What is the point of being dreary when someone really does have it worse than you? Being dreary for the sake of being dreary doesn't seem worth it. I used to have this total optimistic outlook on life, where everyday was a gift and nothing could stop me from being happy. Whenever I lose this, I feel like I have lost everything.

It's definitely a struggle, but knowing you have complete control over every situation (fortune cookie) makes life so much more plentiful. You do things for yourself as opposed to others' likings and you see the beauty in the world. This is not only a favor for yourself, but for everyone else around you. It is one thing to just picture positive images for others, and another to live positively through yourself. When you do this it's killing two birds with one stone, which I don't recommend... makes me think of "The Orphan".

I always write these things and realize how wise I am, and then I kick myself for acting the way I do sometimes. I believe we all have this ability to be wise within, but it takes something more to confront that and not be scared to take a leap.